I hate having this thing and feeling like I can never really write the truth about everything. I had a crappy day. I know it was nothing big but it still made me feel bad. I know I take things way too hard and can't get over it. But...
One of those nights where she has to pretend that she's sleeping under a blanket so no one can see that she's crying. Where she then sits outside in a cold car for ten minutes because she can't see and can't breath and doesn't want...
"Do you need me to prove something to you?" he asked. I was still crying, wetting his pillowcase with my tears. Whether it was from real sadness or trying to evoke pity and attention or from knowing my weaknesses, I'm not sure. Some combination of...
It all started a year ago today. I can't believe it was that long ago. I still can't decide if it was the best decision or the worst decision I ever made. ...
I'm done. It's officially been two months since I last called. It's officially been sixty calls on my recently dialed list and you are no longer there. I went out with Nad tonight to celebrate :) I am smart enough to know that you only told me that you...
I wanted to come home and write that he saw me. That he hugged me. That he told me his reasons for not calling and not telling me that he was in Chicago and that they made sense. I didn't want to write that he came...
Every time I called I thought I was calling two hours later. I guess I was wrong...
Musings from my professor: "She was a bitch...
Mat hasn't talked to me since December, when he dropped me off at LAX and said goodbye. I've called. I've emailed. I've heard nothing back. At first it really made me angry, upset. And then I managed to get myself to a point...
1. I think I might not take summer school. I was going to do it so I could graduate in November, but now it looks like there is only 1 class offered in the fall that I would take so I wouldn't graduate...